Okay so if i even have any source of power, to be absolutely honest. You shouldn't get Admin reasons include;
1. Trying 5 times?
2. Saying in your first sentence " I will do whatever it takes to be an Admin / become an Admin."
3. You say there have been situations where there isn't a Mod/Admin available. This should not be a issue was there only 5 people on at the same time?
4. lol this is just silly " I don't like using it when it's extremely cancerous in the voice chat. That's when shit gets real really quickly in my opinion. " - When i was on the server you tried to roast me, in my defense i roasted back and silenced you with words not power. Admins should be able to do the same with every situation.
5. You moaned on your mic.
These reasons are why you would not make a good Admin/Moderator. Maybe in another year have a break in trying for awhile.
That being said some constructive criticism is that you need to get some advise in being admin watch and learn from others, if they abuse obviously not the way to go. You did taker your time on this app, but... no need to rush into things.
Hade~